Week 3, Day 1

I new week starts ..... anew? Wow, that was cheesy.

I wish to start something new today. I am going to post the horoscope I get on my phone each morning. It will be like an opening quote, or something.

So pretend like the next paragraph is the beginning of the post.

Gemini - Energy's your middle name. Whatever the task, you zoom through it with high spirits.

Okay, so I'm supposed to have a lot of energy today. Let's see if that will actually happen. I work an open-430 today, mainly because I may (or may not) have a class tonight. But I haven't heard anything yet, so I assume I do have a class tonight. I'm gonna have to call them to make sure.

Yesterday I had cereal for breakfast, imm. honey nut cheerios to be specific, and a banana. Then I worked for a long time. When I got home I made a pizza (homemade, not frozen) and ate that with some ice tea. Plus, I ate too much, but it was weird cause I didn't feel like I ate too much. I just have to stop myself when I know it's been enough and not when I think I'm full. That way I know I'll be eating correctly.

I need to exercise today. It has to start today, otherwise I'm gonna end up going another week without doing anything. I just don't know how to schedule myself. I'm so tired when I get done with work that I just want to lie around and do nothing. AND THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!! I just lie around and do nothing! I'm sick of myself. I was hoping that this blog would give me some place to vent about everything and maybe that would at least get that weight off my chest. But what the hell was I thinking! Metaphorical weight, genius, it doesn't actually weigh anything.

Sorry, for that outburst. I just get so frustrated with myself.

My weigh-in this morning was 303.0, so the same.

I just don't know what else to say right now, so I guess I'll just chat again tomorrow.

Laters,
Erin